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Ben Gordon Show

by Ben Gordon Show

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sweetest voice i never heard come run through out the trees tell me am i not my name? am i not the crass reflection smeared on bathroom glass? tell me am i not my name? a billion clocks are ever racing like the wind up on your dying wrist but it cannot record the wither it's only gift 1,2,3,4 so shame on every word unspoken every day you nail up to the cross there will be no ressurrections like in fairytales sweetest voice i never heard
2.
Be Thankful 02:33
well ain't it cute how your'e pretending to be master of your pathetic destiny we'll pay you just enough to keep you alive we need someone to park the cars we need someone to pour the wine you know we love you always watchin above but not from heaven from the bohemian country club well there is nothing we can't can't fix with a drug we're making one for chubby kids who never get hugged can't fool all of the people all of the time it ain't easy trying to prove that 2 and 2 makes 5 big brother is checking to see who's beingnaughty or nice it's for your protection we need your vote so please don't diebefore the next election Well never mind that we just steal 'em these days no paper trail when you got a planet to save Uncle Sam wants you now jsut want him back and be thankful for the freedom that you used to have
3.
dreams of maria i put my Sangria down to rub my eyes i see her face as she waves full of grace from atop of the ice all the sangria all the tequila will never ever numb my heart been glued to this stool watching bums playing pool since we fell apart so i drink the wine her face gets clearer in and out of my mind she's floating past me those sweet sweet dreams of maria oh no my darling i woke up this morning in somone else's yard where is my car i sure hope it's not too far away cuz i'm going back where cervezas get stacked higher than the Yucca tree she's not coming back though my memory is intact and she'll never take that from me i shouldn't stay but happy hour comes but once a day so im saving a seat for all my dreams of maria don't you dare laugh at me waving back to my dreams of maria
4.
Another You 02:32
you don't have to love me ever think about me you don't have to be my bride you don't have to watch me drown in this pool as long as you find me another you you don't have to save me from these winter drapes I've got a lotta sleep left to do you don't have to pull me away from the gloom as long as you find me another you haunted by flavors of sweet misery feels almost right feeling badly the dream is the same i am standing ashore as you drift and dissolve from a solid to cascading mist
5.
i been staring at this ole front door o mine thinkin how it never ever seems to wanna let you in must be a 100,000 more like it all spread out in a line i laugh a little bit when i think of the first time you fell in mine you kept every promise you never made shouldn't even bother making them up anymore sometimes i catch myself making up imaginary promises to you i've been blindfolded for so long and you keep spiining me around til i believe you too this time i got my fingers crossed i know that you been crossing yours up too gonna bust outside this ol fromt door for good this time, i hope i don't find you on the other side
6.
can't understand you with that Frosty up your mouth just another Meredith Baxter Birney day after day of flippin' channels flippin Aderall first to the catalogue and last on off the page new world disorder for an anorexic mind Rodeo drive will melt your sadnessess away think of all the kids who slaved away to make you one stupid dress that in a week you'll throw away paint your face up drink til morning don't stop the party just cuz Rome is burning they got you young and drunk up on excitotoxins pray to sugar yeah the sugar fairy's hoppin tie a cinder block around your little daughter drown her in a baby pool of fluoridated water so raise the limit the limit on your mastercard the master knows that you cannot resist a brand new car 15% 15% more satisfied compound the interest and get on down the debtor slide all them dudebros they come running keep chopping up the lines while Rome is burning
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Don't stand at lecterns light to talk about all the things i did in life or will do without if you got something to say then say it we got time don't wait until I'm dead and buried say it while I'm still alive don't sit down you'll only sink in don't wait around for your life to begin just go out and grab the prettiest girl you can find and ask her if she feels like feeling like being alive bury my body on this hill beneath the stars the trees the grass and daffodills bring me back in peace from whence i came don't box me up in front of all these people with the cloudy names
8.
I donwanna 02:10
idonwanna join yer little party club idonwanna take all of yer funny drugs idonwanna sign my name on dotted lines idonwanna grab a gun or head out too the front lines idonwanna sign up on yer mailing list idonwanna kiss the feet of hubris idonwaan mingle at the after bar i don't need a pretty girl i dig bick or a fast car idowanna ticket to your brave new world twiddling my thumbs inside some fogged out herd i just wanna pack a bag and head out to the sunshine staring at the summer sun casting out a big line idonwanna
9.
13 Arrows 01:08
Tredice frecce tredici stelle 13 arrows 13 stars but a big fat space between the 12th and 14th floors novus ordo seclorum in hi defenition throw some pixels at the human condition 13 arrows 13 stairs to the all seeing eye up in consumer affairs think fast! cuz it's coming to get you from the pitching mound of Zecharia Sitchin
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keep all of those bees in your hummingbird brain and you won't even notice the oncoming train with pity run engines and cars of regret pulling simple reminders for you to forget that thoughts become dark as you pile on the days it gets harder and harder to cut through the haze so god bless americas fat round behind its al you can eat almost all of the time the church bells still ring through the hearts of the meek but all they'll inherit are garbage filled streets salvation and promises served up on trays tickets to heaven run cheaper these days eeverybody knows that a lifetime is short but it still doesn't stop us from scraming "abort" to clime further up the most comfortable tree while the maid wipes the dust off the whole family there will be no grand exits no send off parades not a fighting bone left when they roll you away just four lonely pall bearers clearing the way for a smoky retreat on your last motorcade
11.
playing records the smell of the sleeves falls here again like a sheet on my skin she just wrote back i never thought she'd eve but inside this stack of envelopes i see her writtten name i always loved the way she'd dot her I's with a smiley face all that time i dreamt of this and opened up to read the lines of how that she'd been wrong and I'd been right but i'm frozen now cannot feel a thing can't feel a thing somehow once upon a time my words made sense black was black and sustenence came easy as Marijuana dreams the phone keeps ringing throug the wall of unread books insomnia is waiting for me september carry on
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ladybird 03:01
ladybird does he speak don't mind the whispering in the sheets just turn around and go back to sleep ladybird get some rest tomorrow is waiting your conciousness is melting away from your evening dress dream of Alice Tuttle dreaming up your name life shall never be the same it all began it all began so beautifully it all began so beautifully

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released December 1, 2010

all instruments and voices besides the child's voice on "13 arrows" by Ben Gordon
recorded and engineered by Ben Gordon
addditional engineering by Mark Weigel
Mastered by Jeff Reeves @ Masterdisk, NYC

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